Monday, September 10, 2007

things that make me feel uncomfortable and/or annoy me

1. wearing IDs - even back in high school, i hated wearing these things. i dunno, maybe it's the hidden rebel in me manifesting itself in a weird way

2. looking at people in the mirror of a public bathroom - avoid eye contact, that is my rule. maybe that is why i've missed seeing people i know even when they were right beside me

3. people who aren't close to me making cracks about my weight or lack of lovelife - ano tayo, close? i don't mind if it's friends who do that, but if not...how dare you?

4. being in a cramped elevator when the floor im going to is in the 30+ range - different strangers with different smells with different breaths with different body parts all stuck in one cramped space. Gives me shivers

5. women who breastfeed on the mrt - i know breastfeeding is a glorious thing, but woman, please do it in private to avoid men ogling you and women falling over themselves to avoid looking at you. i dont mind the caterwauling of your baby as long as i dont see your boobs

6. people who talk loudly on their cellphones - while i am sometimes amused at the different stories you hear from people who scream into their phones, when i want to concentrate on my book or my music or my sleep, i just want to hit them over the head

7. myself, when i correct people's grammar in my head - di naman nababawasan ang pagkatao pag mali ang grammar diba???

8. myself, when i become too emo - what the hell do i have to be emo about anyway? i have a good family, good friends, great job. what else do i want? oh yeah, that. ha

9. making small talk with people who are obviously not interested in what i have to say - i'd rather just shut up and fade into the wallpaper

10. people who are just overflowing with self-confidence - wait for someone to compliment you, wag ka magbuhat ng sariling bangko (dont carry your own chair? haha)

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

I Am

(inspired by Stef's recent posts)

a raving insomaniac
short
hopelessly addicted to work
both an introvert and an extrovert
extremely klutzy
desperate for so many things
falling in love
trying to stop myself from falling in love
longing for hugs from people i like
uncomfortable when people i dont like hug me
a download whore
pressured
stressed
content
addicted to coffee
addicted to music
addicted to books
addicted to movies
addicted to tv
a closeted hopeless romantic
cynical and optimistic
dreaming of going to italy
perenially hungry
perpetually trying to lose weight
delighted with my family
sleepless yet happy
confused yet happy
a bit brokenhearted but happy
happy